I have done it again.
One year in every ten
I manage it-----
A sort of walking miracle, my skin
Bright as a Nazi lampshade,
My right foot
A paperweight,
My featureless, fine
Jew linen.
Peel off the napkin
O my enemy.
Do I terrify?-------
The nose, the eye pits, the full set of teeth?
The sour breath
Will vanish in a day.
Soon, soon the flesh
The grave cave ate will be
At home on me
And I a smiling woman.
I am only thirty.
And like the cat I have nine times to die.
This is Number Three.
What a trash
To annihilate each decade.
What a million filaments.
The Peanut-crunching crowd
Shoves in to see
Them unwrap me hand in foot ------
The big strip tease.
Gentleman , ladies
These are my hands
My knees.
I may be skin and bone,
Nevertheless, I am the same, identical woman.
The first time it happened I was ten.
It was an accident.
The second time I meant
To last it out and not come back at all.
I rocked shut
As a seashell.
They had to call and call
And pick the worms off me like sticky pearls.
Dying
Is an art, like everything else.
I do it exceptionally well.
I do it so it feels like hell.
I do it so it feels real.
I guess you could say I've a call.
It's easy enough to do it in a cell.
It's easy enough to do it and stay put.
It's the theatrical
Comeback in broad day
To the same place, the same face, the same brute
Amused shout:
"A miracle!"
That knocks me out.
There is a charge
For the eyeing my scars, there is a charge
For the hearing of my heart---
It really goes.
And there is a charge, a very large charge
For a word or a touch
Or a bit of blood
Or a piece of my hair on my clothes.
So, so, Herr Doktor.
So, Herr Enemy.
I am your opus,
I am your valuable,
The pure gold baby
That melts to a shriek.
I turn and burn.
Do not think I underestimate your great concern.
Ash, ash---
You poke and stir.
Flesh, bone, there is nothing there----
A cake of soap,
A wedding ring,
A gold filling.
Herr God, Herr Lucifer
Beware
Beware.
Out of the ash
I rise with my red hair
And I eat men like air.
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snikkerz88
10/20/09
xox
bekahlin13
06/09/09
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Moonlight0212
07/26/08
Yep, I want to visit Australia someday. :) But unfortunately it´s so far away. :( I didn´t have anything particular in mind but I think Sydney would be a good beginning when I read your description about the city. ;)
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Moonlight0212
07/25/08
Well, I´m fine, thanks. :)
Yeah, I added some videos from my youtube profile here. ;P Well, I wanted a bit media on my XOC profile. ;D
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Moonlight0212
07/25/08
How are you?
Moonlight0212
07/21/08
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Moonlight0212
07/20/08
Thanks for accepting my invitation!
bekahlin13
07/19/08
*pouts and waits anxiously for you to appear on MSN*
bekahlin13
06/21/08
But if you really wanted to, he's right there! *points*
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kamfl610
05/28/08
Well of course I will be taking pictures while out with Bardie and Terik...I shall post them in the forum when we take them...we might look ugly though after a hot and sweaty hike...heh....
Don't work too hard!!...
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